Almost my 4th Month Working

I'm so impressed with myself. Despite all the challenges, I can't believe I'm still here. My progress? My skin become darker. Sun-tan. My pimples suddenly growing freely on my face.Another progress? I become emotion less. I'm so glad because I used to be so sensitive and now all the curse come what may become nothing. Last week, the CEO curse me with his loud voice that even my colleague on the 3rd floor could heard what he said. I didn't cry at all. I just stared him.

To be working in this manufacturing industry with percentage of 90% male worker, it's pretty tough.

To have overload paperwork, I never expect this.

To have lots of work that I hope I can divide my body into 10 is too much

To get scolded for doing work is just silly

To get  a smirk from all the male workers inside the plant when I walk in front of them

I'm holding on.