Choosing the right college

There's a lot of college nowadays offering the Occupational Safety and Health course. Be careful in choosing one cause it's for the sake of your future.My college really leaves a bad impression to me. I don't know how to describe it but the management is a total chaos. Paid a huge sum of money, after 1 month they still didn't give me my diploma and transcript. I've e-mailed the CEO and the principal but they're not responding.Seems like they're delaying it purposely. Whatever the reason is it is the most stupidest thing they ever did to a student. This is my future, how am I going to find a fucking job without the diploma and transcript?Wonder if I should file for a complaint to the ministry of education later?

Fresh Grade Future?

Imagine how challenging a fresh grade without GREEN BOOK to find a JOB?
esp when all the vacancy clearly stated they want GB holder?

I'm....

.... officially jobless ;(
I know.I know.I'm now one of the useless teenager in Malaysia.
The things that makes me so stressed is when everytime there's an article about "Safety&Health", my dad will show it to me.

Do you know any vacancy in this area?

My Future,My Choice~

p/s: Gambar Selingan sahaja ;))

So, I have only 7 days to go. Flight booked.Bags all packed.Now, I'm ready to go back my hometown.Suddenly, someone in the office said I have to extend my practical for 2 months.I was like "WHAT!!!". I'm sorry but I can't do it. Just because the Safety Officer is on her maternity leave and I HAVE to replace her?I'm sorry but I couldn't do that.I'm only a practical trainee and you expect me to extend it for another 2 months?With only RM400 allowance?It's not even enough to pay my rent. If I happen to extend 2 months pleasing the management,does it makes my future brighter? No, because the boss already said he cannot promise anything to me. So, what else should I wait for?I'm sorry SDI but I'm not that dumb.

I feel stupid

..when the company asked me to do things that is far from my job scope. No it's not about becoming someone capable/ be able to multitask but this is about me, the "practical trainee" who's been showered with too much work. It's okay if that work is really related to Safety and Health but what is happening here is that I'm the one who's responsible to do the mechanic tools list?I'm the one who's applying and managing the e-OSP?Oh crap.I want to go back home. I want to search for a better company who's never taking advantage of it's worker.

Stress?!

Being away from home and ALONE is really no joke. I miss my family so bad that I hate this place so much. Why do I have to be stranded in this place?Yes, I know. It is because of my Industrial Training. Sometimes, I wonder why among all of places,why I have to be here?Why I didn't get the offer from my hometown Sabah?I don't know either.

I find it hard to communicate with my colleague. It probably because of the language barrier. Some of them only want to speak in Chinese and some in Iban. I am so used to talk in English.So that's why I ended up without friends here.

2 months have passed, 1 month to go. Oh,can't wait to go back home!

Noticed how happy I looked like in the picture?That's my old self. Now, I find it hard to laugh because I really have no one to laugh with.

I know this post is somehow sound depressed but that is the truth. I'm stressed and I think it has lead me to depression,seriously.