My Future,My Choice~

p/s: Gambar Selingan sahaja ;))

So, I have only 7 days to go. Flight booked.Bags all packed.Now, I'm ready to go back my hometown.Suddenly, someone in the office said I have to extend my practical for 2 months.I was like "WHAT!!!". I'm sorry but I can't do it. Just because the Safety Officer is on her maternity leave and I HAVE to replace her?I'm sorry but I couldn't do that.I'm only a practical trainee and you expect me to extend it for another 2 months?With only RM400 allowance?It's not even enough to pay my rent. If I happen to extend 2 months pleasing the management,does it makes my future brighter? No, because the boss already said he cannot promise anything to me. So, what else should I wait for?I'm sorry SDI but I'm not that dumb.

I feel stupid

..when the company asked me to do things that is far from my job scope. No it's not about becoming someone capable/ be able to multitask but this is about me, the "practical trainee" who's been showered with too much work. It's okay if that work is really related to Safety and Health but what is happening here is that I'm the one who's responsible to do the mechanic tools list?I'm the one who's applying and managing the e-OSP?Oh crap.I want to go back home. I want to search for a better company who's never taking advantage of it's worker.

Stress?!

Being away from home and ALONE is really no joke. I miss my family so bad that I hate this place so much. Why do I have to be stranded in this place?Yes, I know. It is because of my Industrial Training. Sometimes, I wonder why among all of places,why I have to be here?Why I didn't get the offer from my hometown Sabah?I don't know either.

I find it hard to communicate with my colleague. It probably because of the language barrier. Some of them only want to speak in Chinese and some in Iban. I am so used to talk in English.So that's why I ended up without friends here.

2 months have passed, 1 month to go. Oh,can't wait to go back home!

Noticed how happy I looked like in the picture?That's my old self. Now, I find it hard to laugh because I really have no one to laugh with.

I know this post is somehow sound depressed but that is the truth. I'm stressed and I think it has lead me to depression,seriously.

It's Over TT

No more classes,

No more doing last minute assignment,

No more putting an all niter for an exam.

I'm going to miss my time as a College Student.

Now, I am still doing my Industrial Training. It's been 1 month and 10 days, so I have another 1 month    

20 days to go. I hope everything will be just fine since I will be on my own starting 9th of July because my supervisor( she's the ESH Executive) who supposed to be with me for 3 months will only guiding me for 1 month plus because she will give birth to her baby on early August. 

So far, I am already conducting 1 big project which is the Wellness Programme Proposal which is a success. Next project, to conduct Permit- to- Work Training to the contractors. Also, to conduct English and Computer Class to the mechanics so that it will be easier for them to communicate in English and getting used to do report using the computer. This one shouldn't be my responsibility as Safety and Health Trainee, right? But my boss said that he is helping me to find side income and I obeyed. Why? because I want money too ;O.

Tomorrow, there will be Schedule Waste Training and the company paid RM150 for me. Yay!

The first meeting that I've attended

Last exam for this last semester

Tomorrow is the big day. My risk assessment and control exam paper. The last among the last and I and I still doing my routine. Yeah, CRAMMING but this time I have strong reason why I didn't study or do my revision earlier.

First, I am doing my Industrial Training and I have to go to office every Mon-Fri from 8am-5/6pm.
Second, class is conducted on Saturday from 8am-5pm.
Third, by Sunday I'm exhausted and  spending it like a queen.

That's how it goes. Now, I am arranging my notes. I think I forgot where did I left some parts of my lecture notes. Nevermind, I can still search for it since I am pretty sure it's in my room.

Alright, that's it.

Note to self: Wish me luck and all the best. Hope you can answer everything tomorrow morning.

Good night~

I want to go to Brisbane to see this awesome scene by myself so this is kinda  motivation  for me to  study harder plus smarter x)

I can do it~

Industrial Training Story#1

In 4days,it will be my 1st month doing my Industrial Training at SDI.It happened so fast probably because I'm way too busy with the task given by my supervisor. I have way too much work compared to my others classmates who're doing theirs at big company( Petronas,Tanjung,etc). We've been exchanging stories and I am the only one who's busy with works. They said they don't have work to do so they usually playing games.Hmm.

8am until 5pm not doing work?I rather doing work than doing nothing.It's tiring sometimes but I gonna said that it's worth.I gain more knowledge,experience and I can apply what I've learned at College mostly on my work. 

Sometimes,it's pretty challenging and I thought that I couldn't do it but things turned out pretty good.

So,what have I done for this almost 1month?

1) Workplace Inspection

2)Tool box briefing

3)Proposal for Wellness Program since the worker's here is going to offshore so weight management is a must.I will do the presentation tomorrow. Nervous and excited as well.

4)Learning and understand the EQA act which I never learn before.

5)Report, ESH-MS committee meeting

6)SKO committee meeting with the contractors

Tired eyes?That's shows how tired am I and for the sake of my future,I have to  be strong :))