Fresh Grade Future?

Imagine how challenging a fresh grade without GREEN BOOK to find a JOB?
esp when all the vacancy clearly stated they want GB holder?

I'm....

.... officially jobless ;(
I know.I know.I'm now one of the useless teenager in Malaysia.
The things that makes me so stressed is when everytime there's an article about "Safety&Health", my dad will show it to me.

Do you know any vacancy in this area?

My Future,My Choice~

p/s: Gambar Selingan sahaja ;))

So, I have only 7 days to go. Flight booked.Bags all packed.Now, I'm ready to go back my hometown.Suddenly, someone in the office said I have to extend my practical for 2 months.I was like "WHAT!!!". I'm sorry but I can't do it. Just because the Safety Officer is on her maternity leave and I HAVE to replace her?I'm sorry but I couldn't do that.I'm only a practical trainee and you expect me to extend it for another 2 months?With only RM400 allowance?It's not even enough to pay my rent. If I happen to extend 2 months pleasing the management,does it makes my future brighter? No, because the boss already said he cannot promise anything to me. So, what else should I wait for?I'm sorry SDI but I'm not that dumb.

I feel stupid

..when the company asked me to do things that is far from my job scope. No it's not about becoming someone capable/ be able to multitask but this is about me, the "practical trainee" who's been showered with too much work. It's okay if that work is really related to Safety and Health but what is happening here is that I'm the one who's responsible to do the mechanic tools list?I'm the one who's applying and managing the e-OSP?Oh crap.I want to go back home. I want to search for a better company who's never taking advantage of it's worker.

Stress?!

Being away from home and ALONE is really no joke. I miss my family so bad that I hate this place so much. Why do I have to be stranded in this place?Yes, I know. It is because of my Industrial Training. Sometimes, I wonder why among all of places,why I have to be here?Why I didn't get the offer from my hometown Sabah?I don't know either.

I find it hard to communicate with my colleague. It probably because of the language barrier. Some of them only want to speak in Chinese and some in Iban. I am so used to talk in English.So that's why I ended up without friends here.

2 months have passed, 1 month to go. Oh,can't wait to go back home!

Noticed how happy I looked like in the picture?That's my old self. Now, I find it hard to laugh because I really have no one to laugh with.

I know this post is somehow sound depressed but that is the truth. I'm stressed and I think it has lead me to depression,seriously.

It's Over TT

No more classes,

No more doing last minute assignment,

No more putting an all niter for an exam.

I'm going to miss my time as a College Student.

Now, I am still doing my Industrial Training. It's been 1 month and 10 days, so I have another 1 month    

20 days to go. I hope everything will be just fine since I will be on my own starting 9th of July because my supervisor( she's the ESH Executive) who supposed to be with me for 3 months will only guiding me for 1 month plus because she will give birth to her baby on early August. 

So far, I am already conducting 1 big project which is the Wellness Programme Proposal which is a success. Next project, to conduct Permit- to- Work Training to the contractors. Also, to conduct English and Computer Class to the mechanics so that it will be easier for them to communicate in English and getting used to do report using the computer. This one shouldn't be my responsibility as Safety and Health Trainee, right? But my boss said that he is helping me to find side income and I obeyed. Why? because I want money too ;O.

Tomorrow, there will be Schedule Waste Training and the company paid RM150 for me. Yay!

The first meeting that I've attended