I'm Waiting for the Confirmation Letter

I have 5 more days to go before my 3rd months anniversary in a probation . 4 to be exact because of the Off day on Sunday. I'm waiting. Nervous as hell. Do this company want me?or do they want to throw me out? I don't know and I'm not sure. I've been hating this company but on the other hand I do start to fell in love with my job. I want to work here but I hate the bosses. Oh,well.

If they want me continued work here, I'll be glad. If they don't want me, I don't have a plan yet.I'm scared. The process of getting a job is not an easy stuff.

I don't want to be jobless.

I think the result of my confirmation or vice versa will be confirm  by next week.

I'm nervous.