I met the sampah at my office

Went to work as early as 7.30am. Opened my mail and that's when I saw this mail dedicated to me from the admin executive. He said about the safety in the plant. I like his idea of suggesting his piece of mind. What really pissed me is how he CC'ed and BCC everyone in the plant about it. Why don't he just tell me directly in the committee meeting?

Suggesting something that is tak masuk akal at all?

This job is awesome!

 How long has it been since I first started working as a safety practitioner? It has been 9 months and I'm proud to say that I have passed the probation period.

So,how's work? Work had been so much fun. Lots of new thing to learn.

I even involve in HSE audit that has been conducted internally. The audit findings is not good at all but at least I have involve with the process. Yay!

Working Independently

So my boss letting me to work independently. He never call me anymore to check if I have done all the task/ paperwork given to me. It's kinda weird to have no one monitor me. I'm afraid if I'm not going to be productive anymore.

Almost my 4th Month Working

I'm so impressed with myself. Despite all the challenges, I can't believe I'm still here. My progress? My skin become darker. Sun-tan. My pimples suddenly growing freely on my face.Another progress? I become emotion less. I'm so glad because I used to be so sensitive and now all the curse come what may become nothing. Last week, the CEO curse me with his loud voice that even my colleague on the 3rd floor could heard what he said. I didn't cry at all. I just stared him.

To be working in this manufacturing industry with percentage of 90% male worker, it's pretty tough.

To have overload paperwork, I never expect this.

To have lots of work that I hope I can divide my body into 10 is too much

To get scolded for doing work is just silly

To get  a smirk from all the male workers inside the plant when I walk in front of them

I'm holding on.

Compliment?Yay/Nay?

Today is my 3rd months anniversary. Nope, I still haven't received my confirmation letter yet and I'm still working.

Met the boss for paperwork discussion. He'd really surprised when I said I've finished all my paperwork. One thing I heard came out from his mouth is "very good". Ah, after 3 months working under his territory. Only after 3 months. He compliment me. It's not like I really need the compliment but I love to get it. It feels like all my effort working is paid off.

Waiting.For my confirmation letter.

I'm Waiting for the Confirmation Letter

I have 5 more days to go before my 3rd months anniversary in a probation . 4 to be exact because of the Off day on Sunday. I'm waiting. Nervous as hell. Do this company want me?or do they want to throw me out? I don't know and I'm not sure. I've been hating this company but on the other hand I do start to fell in love with my job. I want to work here but I hate the bosses. Oh,well.

If they want me continued work here, I'll be glad. If they don't want me, I don't have a plan yet.I'm scared. The process of getting a job is not an easy stuff.

I don't want to be jobless.

I think the result of my confirmation or vice versa will be confirm  by next week.

I'm nervous.

Working Life?

Finally, after being in OSH working industry for only 2 and a half  month. I finally felt the high level of stress. It's killing me. I still have lots of paper work to be done but I still need to do workplace inspection, walkabout and etc. No, am not complaining. Just stated the fact. I've become more stressful when the so called "boss" is giving me dateline. Like,seriously? The boss even call my paperwork as assignment.

Rushed to finish up all my work but another new work/stuff keep coming. The old stuff is not done yet there's a new one coming. Complaining?Hmn

One thing that I need to be familiar is to be working with men. I always shocked to see them peeing at all area in the factory. I'm used to it now.


To do list:

1. Paperwork

2 Months

Tomorrow marks 2 months of my journey in OSH. Never thought I could celebrate my 2 months because last time I just felt like I want to give up.

SO, lately things getting much better. I know how to do stuff. I know what to do when my boss expect me to work independently. I still clueless, slow and etc but I'm trying my best to be better.

The endless work. Seems like I could managed. The high level of pressure? Still improving myself.

Cheers on the 2 month of working.

I'm looking forward for the 3rd month anniversary.

Till then.

Who are you reporting to?

So, basically every morning I will report to my HOD. I don't know why I should report to him like everyday but I really hope that I could report to Him at the end of the week only.

Situation like this makes me feels like I'm still in College.

It's just wasting my time and my energy too.

Why, oh, why..

I'm Working Now.

Never thought working in this industry is quite tough. Never thought the work load could be this much. Never thought the stress level could be this high.

I'm grateful to at be have a job but all this could be temporary as I have 3 months probation.

Can I take it?
Can I endure this all?

I don't know.

Maybe if my job is stressful or the workload is way too much, I still could swallow it all if the Boss could  give me advice or at least support me.