I met the sampah at my office

Went to work as early as 7.30am. Opened my mail and that's when I saw this mail dedicated to me from the admin executive. He said about the safety in the plant. I like his idea of suggesting his piece of mind. What really pissed me is how he CC'ed and BCC everyone in the plant about it. Why don't he just tell me directly in the committee meeting?

Suggesting something that is tak masuk akal at all?

This job is awesome!

 How long has it been since I first started working as a safety practitioner? It has been 9 months and I'm proud to say that I have passed the probation period.

So,how's work? Work had been so much fun. Lots of new thing to learn.

I even involve in HSE audit that has been conducted internally. The audit findings is not good at all but at least I have involve with the process. Yay!

Working Independently

So my boss letting me to work independently. He never call me anymore to check if I have done all the task/ paperwork given to me. It's kinda weird to have no one monitor me. I'm afraid if I'm not going to be productive anymore.

Almost my 4th Month Working

I'm so impressed with myself. Despite all the challenges, I can't believe I'm still here. My progress? My skin become darker. Sun-tan. My pimples suddenly growing freely on my face.Another progress? I become emotion less. I'm so glad because I used to be so sensitive and now all the curse come what may become nothing. Last week, the CEO curse me with his loud voice that even my colleague on the 3rd floor could heard what he said. I didn't cry at all. I just stared him.

To be working in this manufacturing industry with percentage of 90% male worker, it's pretty tough.

To have overload paperwork, I never expect this.

To have lots of work that I hope I can divide my body into 10 is too much

To get scolded for doing work is just silly

To get  a smirk from all the male workers inside the plant when I walk in front of them

I'm holding on.

Compliment?Yay/Nay?

Today is my 3rd months anniversary. Nope, I still haven't received my confirmation letter yet and I'm still working.

Met the boss for paperwork discussion. He'd really surprised when I said I've finished all my paperwork. One thing I heard came out from his mouth is "very good". Ah, after 3 months working under his territory. Only after 3 months. He compliment me. It's not like I really need the compliment but I love to get it. It feels like all my effort working is paid off.

Waiting.For my confirmation letter.

I'm Waiting for the Confirmation Letter

I have 5 more days to go before my 3rd months anniversary in a probation . 4 to be exact because of the Off day on Sunday. I'm waiting. Nervous as hell. Do this company want me?or do they want to throw me out? I don't know and I'm not sure. I've been hating this company but on the other hand I do start to fell in love with my job. I want to work here but I hate the bosses. Oh,well.

If they want me continued work here, I'll be glad. If they don't want me, I don't have a plan yet.I'm scared. The process of getting a job is not an easy stuff.

I don't want to be jobless.

I think the result of my confirmation or vice versa will be confirm  by next week.

I'm nervous.

Working Life?

Finally, after being in OSH working industry for only 2 and a half  month. I finally felt the high level of stress. It's killing me. I still have lots of paper work to be done but I still need to do workplace inspection, walkabout and etc. No, am not complaining. Just stated the fact. I've become more stressful when the so called "boss" is giving me dateline. Like,seriously? The boss even call my paperwork as assignment.

Rushed to finish up all my work but another new work/stuff keep coming. The old stuff is not done yet there's a new one coming. Complaining?Hmn

One thing that I need to be familiar is to be working with men. I always shocked to see them peeing at all area in the factory. I'm used to it now.


To do list:

1. Paperwork

2 Months

Tomorrow marks 2 months of my journey in OSH. Never thought I could celebrate my 2 months because last time I just felt like I want to give up.

SO, lately things getting much better. I know how to do stuff. I know what to do when my boss expect me to work independently. I still clueless, slow and etc but I'm trying my best to be better.

The endless work. Seems like I could managed. The high level of pressure? Still improving myself.

Cheers on the 2 month of working.

I'm looking forward for the 3rd month anniversary.

Till then.

Who are you reporting to?

So, basically every morning I will report to my HOD. I don't know why I should report to him like everyday but I really hope that I could report to Him at the end of the week only.

Situation like this makes me feels like I'm still in College.

It's just wasting my time and my energy too.

Why, oh, why..

I'm Working Now.

Never thought working in this industry is quite tough. Never thought the work load could be this much. Never thought the stress level could be this high.

I'm grateful to at be have a job but all this could be temporary as I have 3 months probation.

Can I take it?
Can I endure this all?

I don't know.

Maybe if my job is stressful or the workload is way too much, I still could swallow it all if the Boss could  give me advice or at least support me.

Choosing the right college

There's a lot of college nowadays offering the Occupational Safety and Health course. Be careful in choosing one cause it's for the sake of your future.My college really leaves a bad impression to me. I don't know how to describe it but the management is a total chaos. Paid a huge sum of money, after 1 month they still didn't give me my diploma and transcript. I've e-mailed the CEO and the principal but they're not responding.Seems like they're delaying it purposely. Whatever the reason is it is the most stupidest thing they ever did to a student. This is my future, how am I going to find a fucking job without the diploma and transcript?Wonder if I should file for a complaint to the ministry of education later?

Fresh Grade Future?

Imagine how challenging a fresh grade without GREEN BOOK to find a JOB?
esp when all the vacancy clearly stated they want GB holder?

I'm....

.... officially jobless ;(
I know.I know.I'm now one of the useless teenager in Malaysia.
The things that makes me so stressed is when everytime there's an article about "Safety&Health", my dad will show it to me.

Do you know any vacancy in this area?

My Future,My Choice~

p/s: Gambar Selingan sahaja ;))

So, I have only 7 days to go. Flight booked.Bags all packed.Now, I'm ready to go back my hometown.Suddenly, someone in the office said I have to extend my practical for 2 months.I was like "WHAT!!!". I'm sorry but I can't do it. Just because the Safety Officer is on her maternity leave and I HAVE to replace her?I'm sorry but I couldn't do that.I'm only a practical trainee and you expect me to extend it for another 2 months?With only RM400 allowance?It's not even enough to pay my rent. If I happen to extend 2 months pleasing the management,does it makes my future brighter? No, because the boss already said he cannot promise anything to me. So, what else should I wait for?I'm sorry SDI but I'm not that dumb.

I feel stupid

..when the company asked me to do things that is far from my job scope. No it's not about becoming someone capable/ be able to multitask but this is about me, the "practical trainee" who's been showered with too much work. It's okay if that work is really related to Safety and Health but what is happening here is that I'm the one who's responsible to do the mechanic tools list?I'm the one who's applying and managing the e-OSP?Oh crap.I want to go back home. I want to search for a better company who's never taking advantage of it's worker.

Stress?!

Being away from home and ALONE is really no joke. I miss my family so bad that I hate this place so much. Why do I have to be stranded in this place?Yes, I know. It is because of my Industrial Training. Sometimes, I wonder why among all of places,why I have to be here?Why I didn't get the offer from my hometown Sabah?I don't know either.

I find it hard to communicate with my colleague. It probably because of the language barrier. Some of them only want to speak in Chinese and some in Iban. I am so used to talk in English.So that's why I ended up without friends here.

2 months have passed, 1 month to go. Oh,can't wait to go back home!

Noticed how happy I looked like in the picture?That's my old self. Now, I find it hard to laugh because I really have no one to laugh with.

I know this post is somehow sound depressed but that is the truth. I'm stressed and I think it has lead me to depression,seriously.

It's Over TT

No more classes,

No more doing last minute assignment,

No more putting an all niter for an exam.

I'm going to miss my time as a College Student.

Now, I am still doing my Industrial Training. It's been 1 month and 10 days, so I have another 1 month    

20 days to go. I hope everything will be just fine since I will be on my own starting 9th of July because my supervisor( she's the ESH Executive) who supposed to be with me for 3 months will only guiding me for 1 month plus because she will give birth to her baby on early August. 

So far, I am already conducting 1 big project which is the Wellness Programme Proposal which is a success. Next project, to conduct Permit- to- Work Training to the contractors. Also, to conduct English and Computer Class to the mechanics so that it will be easier for them to communicate in English and getting used to do report using the computer. This one shouldn't be my responsibility as Safety and Health Trainee, right? But my boss said that he is helping me to find side income and I obeyed. Why? because I want money too ;O.

Tomorrow, there will be Schedule Waste Training and the company paid RM150 for me. Yay!

The first meeting that I've attended

Last exam for this last semester

Tomorrow is the big day. My risk assessment and control exam paper. The last among the last and I and I still doing my routine. Yeah, CRAMMING but this time I have strong reason why I didn't study or do my revision earlier.

First, I am doing my Industrial Training and I have to go to office every Mon-Fri from 8am-5/6pm.
Second, class is conducted on Saturday from 8am-5pm.
Third, by Sunday I'm exhausted and  spending it like a queen.

That's how it goes. Now, I am arranging my notes. I think I forgot where did I left some parts of my lecture notes. Nevermind, I can still search for it since I am pretty sure it's in my room.

Alright, that's it.

Note to self: Wish me luck and all the best. Hope you can answer everything tomorrow morning.

Good night~

I want to go to Brisbane to see this awesome scene by myself so this is kinda  motivation  for me to  study harder plus smarter x)

I can do it~

Industrial Training Story#1

In 4days,it will be my 1st month doing my Industrial Training at SDI.It happened so fast probably because I'm way too busy with the task given by my supervisor. I have way too much work compared to my others classmates who're doing theirs at big company( Petronas,Tanjung,etc). We've been exchanging stories and I am the only one who's busy with works. They said they don't have work to do so they usually playing games.Hmm.

8am until 5pm not doing work?I rather doing work than doing nothing.It's tiring sometimes but I gonna said that it's worth.I gain more knowledge,experience and I can apply what I've learned at College mostly on my work. 

Sometimes,it's pretty challenging and I thought that I couldn't do it but things turned out pretty good.

So,what have I done for this almost 1month?

1) Workplace Inspection

2)Tool box briefing

3)Proposal for Wellness Program since the worker's here is going to offshore so weight management is a must.I will do the presentation tomorrow. Nervous and excited as well.

4)Learning and understand the EQA act which I never learn before.

5)Report, ESH-MS committee meeting

6)SKO committee meeting with the contractors

Tired eyes?That's shows how tired am I and for the sake of my future,I have to  be strong :))