Compliment?Yay/Nay?

Today is my 3rd months anniversary. Nope, I still haven't received my confirmation letter yet and I'm still working.

Met the boss for paperwork discussion. He'd really surprised when I said I've finished all my paperwork. One thing I heard came out from his mouth is "very good". Ah, after 3 months working under his territory. Only after 3 months. He compliment me. It's not like I really need the compliment but I love to get it. It feels like all my effort working is paid off.

Waiting.For my confirmation letter.

I'm Waiting for the Confirmation Letter

I have 5 more days to go before my 3rd months anniversary in a probation . 4 to be exact because of the Off day on Sunday. I'm waiting. Nervous as hell. Do this company want me?or do they want to throw me out? I don't know and I'm not sure. I've been hating this company but on the other hand I do start to fell in love with my job. I want to work here but I hate the bosses. Oh,well.

If they want me continued work here, I'll be glad. If they don't want me, I don't have a plan yet.I'm scared. The process of getting a job is not an easy stuff.

I don't want to be jobless.

I think the result of my confirmation or vice versa will be confirm  by next week.

I'm nervous.

Working Life?

Finally, after being in OSH working industry for only 2 and a half  month. I finally felt the high level of stress. It's killing me. I still have lots of paper work to be done but I still need to do workplace inspection, walkabout and etc. No, am not complaining. Just stated the fact. I've become more stressful when the so called "boss" is giving me dateline. Like,seriously? The boss even call my paperwork as assignment.

Rushed to finish up all my work but another new work/stuff keep coming. The old stuff is not done yet there's a new one coming. Complaining?Hmn

One thing that I need to be familiar is to be working with men. I always shocked to see them peeing at all area in the factory. I'm used to it now.


To do list:

1. Paperwork

2 Months

Tomorrow marks 2 months of my journey in OSH. Never thought I could celebrate my 2 months because last time I just felt like I want to give up.

SO, lately things getting much better. I know how to do stuff. I know what to do when my boss expect me to work independently. I still clueless, slow and etc but I'm trying my best to be better.

The endless work. Seems like I could managed. The high level of pressure? Still improving myself.

Cheers on the 2 month of working.

I'm looking forward for the 3rd month anniversary.

Till then.

Who are you reporting to?

So, basically every morning I will report to my HOD. I don't know why I should report to him like everyday but I really hope that I could report to Him at the end of the week only.

Situation like this makes me feels like I'm still in College.

It's just wasting my time and my energy too.

Why, oh, why..

I'm Working Now.

Never thought working in this industry is quite tough. Never thought the work load could be this much. Never thought the stress level could be this high.

I'm grateful to at be have a job but all this could be temporary as I have 3 months probation.

Can I take it?
Can I endure this all?

I don't know.

Maybe if my job is stressful or the workload is way too much, I still could swallow it all if the Boss could  give me advice or at least support me.

Choosing the right college

There's a lot of college nowadays offering the Occupational Safety and Health course. Be careful in choosing one cause it's for the sake of your future.My college really leaves a bad impression to me. I don't know how to describe it but the management is a total chaos. Paid a huge sum of money, after 1 month they still didn't give me my diploma and transcript. I've e-mailed the CEO and the principal but they're not responding.Seems like they're delaying it purposely. Whatever the reason is it is the most stupidest thing they ever did to a student. This is my future, how am I going to find a fucking job without the diploma and transcript?Wonder if I should file for a complaint to the ministry of education later?